UNNOTICED LOVE

Every love story starts with blind expectations. Few succeed, few crumble down and few remain in same blind expectations. Everyone is not that much lucky enough to have an ending like DILWALE DULAHANIYA LE JAENGE. This is a small write up on unnoticed love. Here I won’t be saying any boyfriend girlfriend love story. Those daily phone calls. Kya kar rahe ho , kya khaya , kya karne wale ho…all those blah blah things rather a thought from my eternal heart which I want to share . It all started when I joined my new secondary central government school in Bhubaneswar. Before that I did my primary schooling in a local school from where I never wanted to switch to any other school. Switching from a primary school to secondary school was a jump from ignorance to expectation. I too had same story as thousands of middle class families across India. I still remember when my mother used to fill those steel lunch tiffin box and my father used to drop me in his silky ash colored Bajaj scooter daily as his office was near to my school. Learning in school starts with friends and also ends with friends. Since mine was a government school we all are aware how things go in such schools. So lot of time used to be there to spend with friends. No home works no assignments no tension. I had a crush too :) :) . But later stage that feeling got disappeared when I came to know she is committed :)  . I had developed bond of love and faith with many of my friends and still it continues. Most of them are now well settled and happy with their life. But still today when I call them or get a call from them it starts as if we ended our schooling just yesterday. That feeling of getting a call from such old friend and talking with them spontaneously without much exercise of brain I think is the best art of living for me even on today. Two people have influenced my educational career a lot and both are my best buddies. One is about to land in UK for carrying out his MS and other is with Wipro Consultancy in Hyderabad. I know you both buggers will be reading this post :) :) :) . I still remember when one of us broke-up with his girlfriend because of other two :) :) .

We all have some or other expectations and dreams. In the meanwhile we forget to appreciate such unnoticed love in our life.  We will not carry back anything from our life journey. At the end it will be few memories that we will carry with ourselves and that will be that same UNNOTICED LOVE.

Have a nice weekend. God bless you .

Regards

Tapan

FORGETTING MYSELF

I HATE WRITING BLOGS . I AM A PERSONAL DAIRY WRITER . FIRST TIME MOVING THROUGH THIS TO EXPRESS FEW THINGS . LOOKING AT THIS WORLD , PEOPLE AROUND ME , THEIR ACTIVITIES I AM QUITE CONFUSED . ALL ARE HAVING SOME DREAMS AND EXPECTATIONS . . BUT QUESTION IS WHETHER FULFILLMENT OF THEIR DREAMS AND EXPECTATIONS  LEAD TO A  HAPPIER LIFE????? IF YOU SAY YES THEN I WILL QUESTION YOU AGAIN R YOU HAPPY????? THEN SOME PEOPLE WILL SAY "YAR AAB TOH JINDEGI MAI BAHAT KUCH ACHIEVE KARNA HAI " . LIFE WILL CONTINUE TO THROW DIFFERENT ROUTES FOR OUR LIFE'S JOURNEY . AND WE WILL CONTINUE TO STRUGGLE TO CHOOSE RIGHT ROUTE . I WORK IN A OFFICE WHERE ALL OFFICIALS OF MY DEPARTMENT ARE PLUS 50 . MAXIMUM OF THEM WILL RETIRE AFTER 4-5 YEARS . WHEN I SEE THEM I QUESTION MYSELF WHETHER I WILL END-UP LIKE THIS WHEN I WILL REACH PLUS 50????  I HAVE JOINED MY NEW OFFICE 6 MONTHS BACK . WITH IN THESE  6 MONTHS I HAVE GOT FEW OPPORTUNITIES TO ATTEND SOME HEATED DISCUSSION MEETINGS . DURING MEETING MANY GET TENSED. MANY GET ANGRY. FEW EXCHANGE HEATED WORDS . FEW BANG THEIR HEADS . FEW  ASK FOR COFFEE 2-3 TIMES IN 2 HOURS MEETING TO GET SOME RELIEF. BUT WHY ALL THESE????? BECAUSE SOME BIG BOSS HAS ASKED FOR FEW DATA AND JUSTIFICATION. ALL WANT TO SATISFY THEIR BIGBOSS SO THAT THEY WILL GET SOME INCREASE IN THEIR BASIC SALARY IN OTHER-SENSE WHAT WE CALL PROMOTION AND THAT TO THERE IS NO GUARANTEE RATHER A HOPE .I AM NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT OTHERS ALSO ABOUT MY SELF . I AM ALSO FEELING SAME THING MAY HAPPEN WITH ME . WITH IN THIS SYSTEM I FORGET MY FAMILY MY FRIENDS . AFTER GETTING HUNDRED OF CALLS IN PHONE IT IS REALLY HARD TO HANDEL 101st  CALL FROM MY HOME . THEN PARENT WILL SAY "KYA BETA TUM AAJ KAL CALL HI NAHIN KARTE. AAB WHAT TO REPLY??? HAN KAAM MAI THODA BUSY THA....THEN ASK MYSELF " BHAI KAB TAK ESA BOLEGA"???? SO THIS IS WHAT WE CALL SYSTEM . AND WE ARE FOLLOWING A PARTICULAR THREAD OF THIS SYSTEM AND WILL CONTINUE TO FOLLOW .  IS THERE ANY END TO IT????????????

THIS IS WHAT CAME FROM MY HEART RATHER FROM MIND INSTANTLY . SO I DECIDED TO GIVE IT A SHAPE AFTER FORGETTING MYSELF . NO DISRESPECT TO SYSTEM .
ANYWAYS WISHING YOU A HAPPY MAHA SHIVARATRI ..STAY COOL AND BLESSED . :)
REGARDS
TAPAN